Just breathe

Oh HI anxiety how YOU doin?!

hoooo-kay, so I’ll just jump right in

I don’t know all that I am to accomplish or even become but sometimes, I get overwhelmed thinking of all the things I want to do while I’m confined to my much needed desk job. Let me guess, I’m not the only one.

All I have is the power of google to research all the steps it’ll take to execute all the things I love.

Guess Ye said it best “these dreams be keeping me up at night” . Its the sheer excitement of the creative juices flowing I suppose.

On one hand, I feel accomplished taking first steps, laying ground work and such; on the other hand, I feel like its all in my head and nothing is truly coming to fruition

I have about 3 projects I’m working on right now and no, neither one of them include the kids and their wants and needs. That’s an a whole ‘nother set of things entirely. Finding gymnastics classes for the kids (cus Brendan wants to be Spiderman and Prin Gabby Douglas), finding the right kid agent, helping Brendan memorize his multiplication, getting them to STEM activities on the weekends etc etc

I’m building their futures and my own with an 8 hour work day. Where the hell does the time go?

Then I have to remember… “I have time. just breathe”.

I know its difficult doing what you have to do so you can do what you want to do, later. But I’m trusting God didn’t place these desires in my heart, these talents in my soul to let them lye dormant.

My prayer is always, God just guide my steps. Help me to be strategic and calculated. Give me the mind to plan. To pray and not worry

So I make lists. Every morning. Before I start my work day, I have a category of both business and personal things I want to accomplish for that day/week. I’m extremely satisfied when I can check things off, or even when I just become closer to checking it off

I hope you all find solace admits the anxieties of growing up and accomplishing your goals

What are some of your goals?

How are you going about planning them?

as always, I love to hear from you! Drop a comment below!

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